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[29 Jun 2005|07:55pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

This morning I woke up early and went for a run. It felt very good, ya'll should try it some time. :) Then I spent all day playing with pictures because I just dled a new program and it's wonderful.

I hope it's something worth the waitingCollapse )

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[20 Aug 2004|09:52pm]
So I decided to do my friends cut a day early because I don't know how much time I'm going to have tomorrow to do it. If I deleted you, it was mainly because you didn't comment to either of my two entries, or it could be because I don't really read your journal or you don't read mine. If I cut you and you want me to add you back, just let me know k :)

Soccer camp is FINALLY over. Thank the lord. What a bitch and a half that was.

<3 Brittany

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Friends Cut! [17 Aug 2004|10:41am]


I'll be making the cut by the end of the week so HURRY! :)

♥ Brittany

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[13 Aug 2004|07:26pm]
I'm going to see RYAN CABRERA bitches
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YC Represent [11 Aug 2004|12:54pm]
You will all be my best fucking friends if you click this for me:

MTV Viewer's Choice Vote

As many times as you want, every day. And if you actually vote for Yellowcard, I will love you even more. Feel free to send it to all your friends too! Ha! I'm 400 points away from getting this sick ass shirt, and I get 5 points for every click. Whooo

<3 Brittany
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I fucking love it... [15 Jul 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

What Yellowcard Song Are You?
by quinnismylove
your name:
your age:
your song is:"big apple heartbreak"
Created with the ORIGINAL MemeGen!

And you wanna know why I fucking love it? Because BIG APPLE HEARTBREAK is my friggen song. That was the first Yellowcard song I heard, and the first Yellowcard song I fell in love with. And it's still one of my faves. Thank you Catie Reilly.
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I guess it's about time I did this... [09 Jul 2004|01:16am]

(Thanks to bbpdbrlif for the banner and sparklindiva for the icon!)

Comment if you'd like to be added.

Add me first and I'll add you back.

I know I kind of just bashed this movie.

But actually, I absolutely loved it. Just hated the way I felt after I saw it

<3 Brittany
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Another silly one [06 Jul 2004|07:45pm]

Sexual Compatibility Test
Name 1
Name 2
Your Secret Fetish same sex
Their Secret Fetish sodomy
Overall Sexual Compatibility - 20%
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I picked Julie at random, because she is just my love. If anyone else would like me to do it with them to see our compatibility, comment here :) hehe
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LoL [06 Jul 2004|07:22pm]
[ mood | burnt ]

What do your LJ friends REALLY think?
LJ Username
user emo_penguin
Thinks you are beautiful
user vintoxicated
Thinks you need to come out of the closet
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Is secretly hoping you’ll post nude pictures of yourself
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I went to the beach with Lauren, it was a good time. We did some dirty things, but there's no reason you should have to hear about those ;). The waves were so fucking huge. It was awesome. We stole a boogie board and I got burnt a little. Overall, it was fun. When we got back to NP from the beach bus I called my bro to come pick us up so we wouldn't have to walk home (like 4 or 5 miles) and yes my bro is (14, no where near old enough to drive) and he can drive standard...it's amazing lol. Once we got home, my grandma wasn't back yet so that was good, so we just walked Lauren home, and then she decided she wanted to walk us back home again but we went to the rope at the pond instead. So yeah, the pond behind my house, there's a rope, kinda on some people's property, but you can swing on it and such into the water. Never knew it was there. See you really do learn about new things each day. The grams took us to Chili's for din-din and now I'm here...just chilling. And I'm peacin I guess cuz there's NOTHING to do. EEEEE oh well. Later home boys.

<3 BH
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Taken from bedwithdavey [01 Jul 2004|11:28pm]
[ mood | excited ]

So bury me in memory, his smile's your rope, so wrap it tight around your throatCollapse )

Tomorrow I get to see Mark, for the first time in three weeks! AHH im so excited! :)

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So get back, back, back to where we lasted.. [27 Jun 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | geeky ]

I've discovered yet another obsession of mine. Target. Yes, indeed that is right. I love Target. I could shop at Target forever. I actually like some of their clothes. And just everything. Bahh, I want to get a job there. That would be the best of both worlds. Because it's right across the street from Barnes and Nobles so for my lunch breaks for example, I could walk over there, sit, eat, and read. Lovely eh? And then I could get discounts on Target merch and whooo I'd be so happy.

So today was a decent day. I had a Scorpions game. BOY was it weird. I know absolutely NONE of them and I was kinda late because I live so far away, so I like walked up there and they were all staring at me and my god was it awkward. My daddy told me I was brave though, that it takes guts to do something like that. I don't care though, all I want to do is play good soccer. Then I scored a goal, the only goal, to win the game. I bet that got me a few kudos.

Besides that, I did pretty much nothing today. But that did take up a good portion of the day. 9-3 to be exact. All my friends are depressed. And I hardly know what to say anymore. I've been known to give good advice, but in some situations, people just stop listening. I don't know what to say. I wish I could help them. I feel terrible. I don't understand what's going on...

Me, Sarah, Catherine and Lauren are planning to go to the beach tomorrow, that is, if the beach bus is still up and running. So we'll have to see about that.

Mark was supposed to come home today. When he said Sunday, I think what he meant was early Monday morning. But anyways, I sat around for the latter portion of the day waiting for him. I don't know when he's coming back, but I'm waiting here till he comes back.

Tons o` love for my girl xoneheartbeatx. She's not feeling to great today! Love you...

And I'm out...
<3 Britt

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Dying... [27 Jun 2004|12:34am]
I think I'm having a heart attack.
My heart hurts ( as usual ) and my chest is locking up.
Should I be concerned? :-/

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I miss you singing me to sleep... [26 Jun 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

Do you wanna know something? If books were not so god damn expensive, I would read SO much. I was at Border's today and I found like 25 books I would absolutely LOVE to read. But of course, they have to be like 20 dollars. For a frieken book. What happened to the days when you could get a paper back for $2.99? Yeah, that's my kind of sale...

Wanna know something else? I am uberly obsessed with shopping. I don't know why, I have so many clothes to. But if I go to the mall, I can just shop for hours, whether I by anything or not. I absolutely love trying on clothes, particularly clothes that are hott but I could never afford. Like Nordstrom's for example. There was this absolutely gorgeous dress, and I was like I want it. But it was like $350, HA! But nonetheless, I bought a couple things tonight. I started off at the Smithfield mall, and finished at Providence Place. I love accesorizing, that was all I planned on doing today. But I ended up getting a random yellow strapless dress and a jean skirt too, as well as black eyeliner and sour patch kids from CVS hehe. I went to that god-for-saken ginormous toy store at PPM and watched some kids play Dance Dance Revolution. My how I wish I was good at DDR. I can conquer light mode, but the mofo's were nailing heavy mode. Ridiculous. Who has the life to go and practice that game all the time? Actually, me probably.

So I've decided, if I can't find a job in the next week or so, I'm going to walk to the mall everyday and go to Borders and just sit there and read. 9-3. Mark works 9-3. Yup that's right. So that will be perfect. Pretty soon, they will see so much of me, I will make friends with them; all of them. Following that, they will have no other choice but to give me a job. So it will all work out to my benefit :]. I'll then have a job, at a place I actually wouldn't mind working. When it's slow, I'll be able to read. And maybe I can get discounts on books and such. K now I'm excited. All I need to do is go back in time and make my mom pop me out a couple months sooner. That way, I'd be 16 right now, and I'd actually be elligible for a job. Hmm, qite depressing I know.

Well I'm listening to the DJ Sammy 911 Remix now, thanks to Julie, and it's quite sad, so I think I'll go cry. Bye bye.

Love, Brit


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So take back everything... [26 Jun 2004|12:35pm]
My Best Friend is bedwithdavey
Our 20 common interests are: alkaline trio, autopilot off, brand new, coheed and cambria, dashboard confessional, goldfinger, lagwagon, mest, music, rufio, saves the day, senses fail, something corporate, sugarcult, taking back sunday, the early november, the postal service, the starting line, the used, yellowcard
Who is your best friend?
Created by macoto

So I had soccer tryouts this morning...for the Scorpions, yes go ahead and shoot me. It went pretty well, but I have to go back Monday too and possible Tuesday. Mark's coming home tomorrow! AHHH! :)
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And I don't think you notice me well... [25 Jun 2004|09:57pm]
[ mood | crappy ]

Well I'm kind of depressed now. I went to my great aunt's wake tonight, proceeded to go to dinner following that, at which point we discussed dead people and the way in which people we know have died. It was just...scary? And upsetting, sure I guess.

But last night was bomb, as was parts of today. So I shall tell you about that. Okay, well yesterday I was supposed to do something with Vicki and Dani, but they ended up waking up late so I went to the movies with my mom. We saw the Stepford Wives. It was cute I suppose. I like when my mom and I do shit like that, it makes me feel like we are close or something. So anyways I talked to the girls when I got home and they wanted to go to dinner at 8:30. Well my momma already had dinner cooking so I figured I'd just go with them and get a dessert or something. Shelby ended up coming too. It was awesome. So we went to Chili's and afterwards Shelby's mom drove us back to Danielle's house. They wanted to drink so we called like 893475345 people trying to find someone with alcohol. We ended up talking to Damon and he had two kids come pick us up. Sam and Doug, ages 19 and 20 respectively. So we snuck out of Dani's basement, because it is so unbelievably easy, and we went out. And it was scary as hell, thought we were going to get raped or something, but it was still exciting. So we went to this kid's apartment and he brought us upstairs and gave us some alcohol. And then we left and Damon's sister Maria (who is fucking awesome) drove us back to Danielle's house cuz we wanted to leave and it was just sketchy in the first place. I didn't really drink, because I'm not that much of a drinker to begin with, but it was still so much fun. So then we snuck back in, but it was still early and we wanted something else to do. So around 11:30/12, we had some other kids come pick us up, but atleast this time Danielle knew them well. I wasn't as scared, just more scared we were going to get caught. We chilled at this kid Aaron's house for like 20 minutes then we left, cuz Vicki's boy wanted to do something. So when we got back, we decided to walk down to the pond and he would meet us there because he can drive but doesn't have a car so yeah. So we ended up walking a little farther because we didn't see him yet. We chilled for like 10 minutes and decided to walk back to Danielle's. So on the way, of course, a cop car comes. And my dumb ass friends jump up against a fence. Like honestly, what is that really going to do for you? It was a little after 1 at this time and 1:00 is town curfew, so we all thought we were fucked. But Aaron took care of it for us and just said he was walking us home. So we went back and snuck back into Danielle's, Aaron as well, and Shelby, Dani and I ended up falling asleep, leaving Vicki and Aaron to do god-knows-what. He ended up leaving at friggen 4:30, my god, it was already light out by then. So yeah, that's about it. But it was such a fun night. We pranked so many people. I love my friends. Just wish I could be with them more often sometimes.

When I came home, I had to get ready for Colleen's surprise party and stuff. That was fun, minus the fact that I had to leave early to go to the wake. But she was surprised, I suppose. More like..."what is this?" LoL, it was fun nonetheless :)

So yeah now I'm basically just chilling. Kinda happier than I was when I started this entry, which is a good thing. I got to talk to Mark last night for a minute, and he said he'd try to call tonight. I miss that boy so much; can't wait until he comes home :-/. Okay LJ is being such a bitch and it's pissing me off. At first I thought it was just my comp, cuz it was having problems earlier in the week. But I've seen a couple of others complaining too, so I'm glad it's not just me, although I wish it would behave a little better so it doesn't take me over an hour just to read a day's worth of friends entries and make a couple updates. Well shit, I'm exhausted. Not much sleep last night so I think I'm going to go take care of that and maybe do something else too. Ehh we'll see.

♥ B*Ho

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I think I might have already done this lol but oh well [24 Jun 2004|11:26am]
(X) I have drank.
(_) I have smoked pot.
(X) I have kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(X) I have kissed a member of the same sex.
(_) I have crashed a friend's car.
(_) I have been to Japan.
(X) I have ridden in a taxi.
(_) I have had anal sex. given? or received? =X
(X) I have been in love.
(_) I have had sex in public.
(X) I have been dumped.
(X) I have shoplifted.
(_) I have been fired.
(X) I have been in a fist fight.
(_) I have had a three-some
(_) I've been caught masturbating.
(_) I have peed on myself.
(_) I had sex with a member of the same sex.
(_) I have been arrested.
(_) I made out with a stranger.
(_) I stole something from my job.
(_) I celebrated new years in Time Square.
(_) I went on a blind date.
(_) I have lied to a friend.
(_) I had a crush on a teacher.
(_) I have celebrated mardi gras in New Orleans.
(X) I have skipped school.
(_) I have slept with a co-worker.

First best friend: Carissa or Nicole
First car: haha, think your funny?
First date: I guess with Jon...?
First real kiss: A different Jon
First break-up: That different Jon
First screen name: umm SoccaAngel09...fuck yeah
First self purchased album: like Britney Spears I'm sure
First funeral: random question but my grandfather's
First pets: ariel and sebastian, los goldfish
First piercing/tattoo: ears, no tatoo
First credit card: lololol
First true love: not sure
First enemy: where do i start?
First musician you remember hearing in your house: i'm not quite sure what you're asking?

Last cigarette: never smoked before
Last car ride: my daddy took me for ice cream :)
Last kiss: June 12th, Mark (gahh so long ago, i miss him) :[
Last movie seen: Harry Potter 2 lol with him...
Last beverage drank: Coke
Last food consumed: Chocolate fuckin cake yessss
Last crush: Mark?
Last phone call: to me? Mark :-*
Last time showered: fuckin uhhh Monday? LoL, that reminds me, I need to go take a shower
Last shoes worn: white sandals
Last item bought: Glamour magazine? I think?
Last annoyance: people, in general
Last disappointment: Priscilla not trying out for soccer
Last time wanting to die: Last night
Last shirt worn: black batman shirt :)
Last song you sang: matchbook romance - if all else fails
What is in your cd player?: mathcbook romance, die trying and the used
What color socks are you wearing?: no socks bitch
What Color of underwear are you wearing?: gray and white
What's under your bed?: SO much random shit
What time did you wake up today?: early, god damn phone, like 10 of 9?

Where do you want to go?: not sure...
What is your career going to be?: pro soccer player, forensic chemist, doctor, dance choreographer (yeah as you can see I have huge and varied aspirations)
Where are you going to live?: wherever he wants
How many kids do you want? 2 or 3
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Breaking hearts has never looked so cool... [24 Jun 2004|10:58am]
[ mood | bored ]

This has been a weird morning. First, the god damn phone rang, and woke me up. For some odd reason, in my head I thought it was like a wake up call or something, or an alarm, so I got out of bed, just picked up the phone off the receiver then put it back down again. Didn't answer it or anything. My mind is fucked up in the morning ehh.

So then, about an hour later, my frieken door bell rings. I'm home alone cuz my mom went some where (god knows where) so I peeked out the window and it was some girl. But she looked around 20. Not one of my or my brother's friends. Weird. So I didn't answer because, like I said, I was home alone, and I was scurrded :(

About an hour after that, I look out the window and there's a car pulled up on the side of the road right in front of my house. It's fucking weird. What the hell is going on? I'm being like stalked or some shit.

Anyways I wanted to show you guys some hottness.
So click hereCollapse )

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Arghh! [24 Jun 2004|09:35am]
[ mood | artistic ]

Eeeeeeeh! Yay! I just got an influx of new friends. People who added me, tell me about yourself, so I'll know when I go to read your entries :)

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I REALLY have no life hehe [23 Jun 2004|10:34pm]
Today I woke up. My mom bitched at me a little. Cuz she was bringing down laundry and I was sitting on the computer and she's like "OMG how can you sit your ass on there and watch me do all this work and not even get up and do something?"
Mom, I'm addicted to the computer, do you not understand?

Then I got hungry so I made chocolate chip pancakes for me and my brother. To make momma dukes happy, I cleaned up after and had my bro empty the dishwasher. What nice children we are.

Then I suddenly had this weird desire to clean...something. So I went and cleaned my room, took everything out of my closet and drawers and organized it all. I took out all the shit that I either don't wear or doesn't fit me anywhere. Salvation Army, or some shit, here we come. Unless you're tinier than me and want some of my clothes? LoL k...

Then I went to the school department to order books and shit for next year. Then I came home, ate some cheese, and realized that I had soccer tryouts tonight. Whoops, so I had to get dressed real fast for that.

After soccer, I came home and me and my parents went to Applebees. The waitress sucked at life so the manager was all like, you can have a free dessert if you'd like. So my parents let me pick, because they are both on diets. (They're going away to some islands in a couple weeks for their anniversary, so they both think they need to look hott or something.) So of course I got the hugest fucking piece of chocolate cake on the menu, and ate most of it when I got home. LoL I'm turning into Mark...what a fattie.

Oh yeah, speaking of Mark, he called me. About 5 minutes ago. What a cutie. He's on the beach, in Florida, all by himself. I'm like "Silly, what are you doing on the beach now? It's almost 11 at night." And he's like "I don't know hehehehe." So I'm like what did you do today? And he's like "went to the beach." LoL, what a cool kid. But he's having fun, and that's all that matters. He told me he loved me twice, in a span of three minutes. He is precious. I adore him. :)

Wanna know what I realized? And I'm sure you'll all probably agree with me. Summer is wicked fucking short. If you think about, it like just started. And June is almost over. We have the month of July. By August, we're already starting to think about school again. How queer is that? I'm half way through high school already. I can't even believe it. When we were kids, summer seemed forever. Actually, everything seemed forever, and though we may have hated it then, living is a whole lot better than being rushed through life. And that's what it seems like now. Ehh :-/ fuckin' A.

R.I.P Sarah Buxton
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Oh by the way.. [23 Jun 2004|01:18am]
[ mood | melancholy ]

thanks to all you emo girls who added me...ya'll rock

Go here...emofkinhotness
I will be nice to you

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